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[2:34 AM on Thursday,
May 29, 2008] |
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hiiiiiiiiiiii :)
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[9:56 PM on Sunday,
December 23, 2007] |
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shit. i knew this would happen! haha
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[1:58 PM on Monday,
October 22, 2007] |
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wow, its been forever.
not too much to say except that im still loving college! :)
classes are going better this semester
and ive been re-kindling some old flames i guess you could say! :)
oh and i got a new awesome cut and color that i love!
<3 i'll update more later!
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[1:15 AM on Saturday,
July 21, 2007] |
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i got my scholarship backkk =)
i'm sooo glad. and writing that letter paid off !!
thank gosh, ... ill just be busting my butt this semester.
summers going great. ive been having soo much funn and seeing people that i havent seen in foreverr!!
i am excited for school to start tho!! =)
saturday im going to visittt tylerr with mitch and george -- excited about that.
im finally narrowing down things that i want to major in - ha too manyyy and no cluee. but im getting there.
bought a comfy new pair of sweats at old navy for 7 cents. yes 7 cents. ha thats what they rang up! talk about a deal! im sucha smart shopper ;)
im very happy with my life lately , not that i wasnt. but i love it.
.. i just need to get back to working out and lose some weight. ha
lately ive been thinking alot about my grandpa and how much he meant and still means to me. even though he passed almost 4 years ago i feel like it was yesterday. i miss him terribly. and theres soo many things that remind me of him. the one thing that i feel terrible about is that he wont be able to be at my wedding. that breaks my heart .. even though i know he will be there in spirit like he is always. miss you grandpa!!
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[12:08 AM on Wednesday,
July 4, 2007] |
okay so this past week has been kindaa terrible ..
besides having a blast at ocean city
the day i get home from vaca. i get terribly sick with a bad headcold which is still have. i realized how much i hate being sick.
two relatives in my family died.
i didnt get my scholarship back this year, my gpa wasnt high enough so i just finished writing my letter trying to get it back. i have a good chance i think tho, thats what the lady made it seem like. lets keep our fingers crossed!
i hate boys.
some people will never change and i don't know why i expect anything different.
... im glad its a new week! :)
i get to see my roomies and tyler for a concert then stay at linds for a weekend. im super excitedd
then im going down to tylers with kaye george and mitch. cant waittt
so excited for school to starttt :)
i miss my CSU friends soo much.
and my CSU scrapbook is almostt done. it came out so good.
updatee laterrrr. ..k bye
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[12:09 AM on Thursday,
May 31, 2007] |
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andrewlovesitttt: I love you, Stephanie
andrewlovesitttt: :)
wow, it has been too long. FAR too long!!
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[4:24 PM on Wednesday,
May 30, 2007] |
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okay, well i think its time for an update since i usually never post more than one sentence. haha
schools out, and ive been home for 2 weeks.
i already want to be back at school.
my friends (minus a handful) at home have been pretty shady and unreliable lately.
it sucks but oh well. what can ya do?
i guess i just need to get a job to occupy ALL my time.
i've got a cleaning job from my aunt and grandma for every week in the summer.
then ive been doing some work for my mom's friend, which she pays good. i think im going to apply at drug mart or jacklopes just to work a couple nights a week and weekends. not sure yet but i probably should!
i have a job lined up for me .. hopefully for next semester. its tutoring kids after school for 3-4 hours a night for 4 nights a week and 8 bucks an hour. id be working with tyler too, so im really looking forward to that! :)
me and linds are going to visit meesh the weekend of june 15th! soo super excited!! it'll be so nice to hang out with my girls again. then i'm supposed to be staying with sam soon and tyler and shane are going to come down and visit. :)
i'm already so pumped about our quad next year. its going to be so cutee and i love those girls to death. it should be a good yearrr :)
boy news: ... well it's summer. we'll see what happens when school starts. but we've been trying to get together and hang out. i'm actually not too worried about it. :)
i did muchh better in my classes than what i thought i was going to .. so thats a plus. i'm hoping that my GPA is good enough to keep my full ride scholarship! lets hope!!
one positive thing about summer so far : i'm really enjoying the nice weather and i'm taking full advantage of my beachh :)
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[1:05 AM on Friday,
May 18, 2007] |
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i'm a blonde againnnn :)
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[2:27 PM on Friday,
May 11, 2007] |
so i can't believe it. my freshman year of college is over!!
it was amazing while it lasted. it's crazyyy that next year i'll be a sophmore!! ahh!
well im headed home tomorrow for the summer :)
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| summers almost here ... |
[5:30 PM on Sunday,
April 29, 2007] |
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i cannot believe that my freshman year of college is almost over!
it's crazyyy.
i actually don't want to leave college .. although it will be nice to enjoy summer weather and not have to worry about classes :)
these last 2 weeks are going to be pretty amazingg, well besides finals!
ahh i love all the people i've met at college and it makes me that much more excited for next year! :)
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[12:07 AM on Tuesday,
April 24, 2007] |
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so this weekend was by far the best in college.
we went to ashtabula and stayed in pam's lakehouse.
it was sooo gorgeous. the house and the weather andddd the beachh :)
we partied like crazy and had a blasttt.
ahhh amazingggg. i love my friends soo much
.... never give up on something that makes you smile :)
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[1:07 PM on Wednesday,
April 18, 2007] |
so it finally happened .. i got written up for drinking the other night.
it sucks but i have a meeting with the resident director so we'll see what happens.
i dont think anything cuz it's my first offense but who knows.
but anyways, im soooooo excited about this weekend!
a bunch of us are going down to pam's lakehouse .
it's gonna be suchhhh a blasttt cant waitt :)
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[3:35 PM on Sunday,
April 15, 2007] |
"In life, sometimes you kind of have
to press that delete button on
people that arent good for you "
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[1:00 AM on Monday,
April 9, 2007] |
i really reallly cant stand people who like putting others down, like that your not good enough and anything or everything you do isn't "AS GOOD" as what their doing. that is sooo wrong of someone to do. you are the only one who knows what makes you happy and what makes you feel good, how dare someone jeopardize that with their hurtful words ...
thats pathetic if you ask me
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[5:35 PM on Wednesday,
April 4, 2007] |
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i need to share suchhh my joy with the world.
my roomate pam .. whom i have now, was not going to room with me next year because she was going to live off campus ...
SHE IS FREAKING ROOMING WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
=D
its gonna be the four of us girls, pam , meesh, me and linds.
omgosh so excited. im freaking outtt
i love pammmmmmyyyy soo much cant waittt :)
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[11:33 AM on Saturday,
March 24, 2007] |
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i seriously love college SOO much!
all the friends i have made here are so great and i can see many of them lasting in the future!
i have a crush on a guy that drives me crazy , but not a bad crazy :)
i'm back to loving concerts, went to two already and have many more in the near future
we have the most fun whether it be when we're drinking or not
theres alwaysss something going on.
i just pretty much love where im at right now and i hope next year only gets better
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[12:55 AM on Monday,
March 19, 2007] |
its kinda funny when you feel like you completely don't know someone anymore ....
actually its more sad than funny
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[10:57 PM on Monday,
March 12, 2007] |
i guess i can now say, im always going to feel this pain and have this feeling of hurt.
it's going to suck for me, but everything will always be okay. i have plenty of love and reassurance to support me.
"God will never give me anything I can't handle"
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[11:46 AM on Tuesday,
March 6, 2007] |
“Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.”
"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have."
“Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.”
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[11:16 PM on Sunday,
February 25, 2007] |
andrewlovesitttt: hey
andrewlovesitttt: I love you
dirrtyblonde2369: are u drunk
andrewlovesitttt: nope
andrewlovesitttt: I just do
andrewlovesitttt: I love you :)
dirrtyblonde2369: lol ok
dirrtyblonde2369: i love you too
andrewlovesitttt: :)
* fucking miss this boy
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